What’s wrong with me - really?
So here’s the deal, I’m a 28 yo male that should be in the prime of my life, having fun, meeting new people, etc….. But it’s not happening. My life has become progressively more stressfull. I feel anxious, aggravated, pissed off, misunderstood, taken advantage of, and probably a whole slew of other words that are effectively negative.
The only thing I found online was Alcoholic Neuropathy, which makes sense considering i have numbness in my feet and hands, BUT I’m only 28 and haven’t been an alcoholic all my life. Every new day is “to me” the worst day of my life, which means everyday I wake up is the worst day of my life.
Anytime something good happens in my life, something doubly as bad happens.
EXAMPLE: I recently obtained a new job for much more money than I’m making now, less than 1 minute after receiving that call my computer crashed and costed me $200 to fix, 10 minutes later I got a call from an attorney stating I was being sued for defaulting on a loan for over $12,000 for a home I never owned, and less than 3 hours later I got an eviction notice because I failed to pay a $1800 GAS BILL FOR ONE F$&%N MONTH. Then my 300zx TWIN TURBO I spent a total of over $50K for was stolen out of my driveway in the middle of DAY in a city with absolutely no crime, OVERLAND PARK KS, top 10 places to live 2006 (NO CRIME< BEST COST OF LIVING< ETC)
I have and would like to continue considering myself a calm, collect, intelligent, reasonable human being, but that might have to change. My parents think I'm absolutely nuts (My mom says I have more issues with utility companies, bills, and people than anyone she's ever met) I don't blame them for thinking so, but they haven't been present for these unbelievably fictatious sounding stories I give them.
NOTE: I've had hippies, etc... tell me since I was a kid that I have the most EVIL glowing AURA they have ever SEEN. I had no idea what that meant until I smoke Greenery for the first time.
If anyone responds to this PLEASE don't give me some response like, "You'r F'd up, or you're a loser, because I really will flip out, lol j/k"
For real though, serious responses only, I really am worried that I'm messed up in the head.
GUIDOTTI
The highest cirumference and sometimes you are at lowest shawty understand that yo ***** have to understand that life fucks you up ***** you are at.
Go and get hypnotized (to think you’re not at work), get a work printer and take a baseball bat and smash it to pieces in a field.
It may relieve some stress.
Hope I helped!
edit: Just remember, this too, shall pass!